I am so hurt and angry one minute and the next full of love and compassion for someone who is clearly unwell. I'm starting to question whether he has ever been a happy person or whether our life together has been nothing more than bursts of euphoric moments and distractions which kept him going all these years.
GM, Just wanted to say that I am at exactly the same place with my mlc H.
I helps me greatly to know that what I am feeling is 'normal' for this terrible process that we are trying to battle through.
Just as our H's are displaying recognisable patterns and working to 'script', so we go through similar stages as the LBSs.
Hope it helps to know that I'm following your thread to keep myself going - I'm here with you, cos you've sure helped me by posting your story so eloquently and honestly.
