I was afraid that would make you cry. frown

It IS real. I believe we are created with that drive to make family sacred.

I'm so glad you have been able to move past the anger. It's so healthy. You aren't captive to a destroying behavior.

Tonight, it's just dealing with the sadness of being alone. Without them.

At least we have each other here on the forum and we can say things, perhaps, in writing that might be uncomfortable to say so easily in person.


Me54/H47
'08 H is "done"
March '12 H moved out
Brink of D, December '12
2014 totally reconciled!
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"I firmly believe in the...absolute possibility of marriage renewal."
Jim Conway