Needing some guidance... 4

[reachingHigher]

Oh, jks, I really feel for you.

I know just what you mean when you are having a family situation, so routine, and everyone is there but H! It leaves such an ache!

And you've got the 3 little ones. Always needing something from you, I'm sure. Its nice to have H around to balance the family out.

Are you all by yourself tonight, you mean?

I've got my boys with me 100% of the time & we homeschool too, but they are older so it's like I'm never lonely.

You can be growing and learning and still miss him. In the Laura Munson book I just read (labug's suggestion) the therapist asked why she loved her H. Laura said she couldn't think of any reason right then but it's just different when they walk in the room. When they are there, it's testosterone, and you feel different. Does that make sense? I may not be relating it exactly.

Hugs to you tonight. You have been a real inspiration to me. Thank you!