H has been with OW for a very long time I found out tonight. He has been lying to friends and family.
I guess I always knew how LNG it has been but put my head on the sand.
I was told tonight ' she has his hear' so basically I have nothing.
This is a good reality check since I am seeing him in two days. I am more convinced to keep my plan of being distant yet friendly. I hope this is the DB way.
I don't want to let my thoughts go into the awfulness of imagining him and her. Am going to glide over that and think of the bigger picture....me and the kids. My growth and development. My time my space. For my family. For me. For my kids.if he decides to come along its his choice.
She went with him to have his back surgery. He left us to be with her. He has detached himself from his kids, his family, his friends, his life, his work. For her.
Its not my problem.
My concern is something else.
Am so nervous.
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
