Time to make a decision

[Queen_of_Swords]

Been well over a month since I posted.
Not much has changed.
I have spoken to my H since and told him I believe it's time to formalize things. That I am not a doll he can leave on a shelf and take down when he feels like it, not a string to cut when something better comes along or a fallback plan.
I told him I want to be with someone that wants to be with me, love someone that loves me back, and seeing as he doesn't ....
He asked me for three additional months to decide what he wants to do. I agreed out of respect for our long relationship and the fact he is doing something about his MLC and getting help.
I don't know how my story will end, I don't much care one way or the other at this point.
I just know I don't want to waste my precious time on someone that doesn't give a rat's behind about me anymore.