Sophie sounds like the 180 you need to make is to get duct tape put it over your mouth so you can not talk. Then tape your fingers together so you can not text.
You can keep your eyes and ears open though as long as you do not believe anything he says and half of what he does.
I guess I just feel so skeptical and not at all optimistic. We haven't gone a day without talking for the last four years, so to have gone four days without talking feels so weird.
It's so hard to not believe what he says. He has never lied to me before. He is just so set on the fact that it's over. He is being polite to me. I'm just so confused.
On my way back to the apartment. His best friend and his fiancé just announced that she is pregnant. He will be there in Australia for it, but I won't. He didn't even text to make sure I got here safely. I can't deal.
how do you know you won't be there in australia? this sounds like self pity and that is a negative emotion and does you no good.
did you expect him to text you to see if you arrived safely? expectations will set you up for disappointment and more negative emotions; self pity, anger, resignation, etc.
yes, you do need to get the books. you will get lots of guidance from them.
M:63 H:53 S:41, SS:28, SS:25, SD:23 M:15 T:16
Bomb:12/17/11, "I think we should go our separate ways." H moves to his mother's house, 4/1/12 12/21/12: H moves back home, piecing
