Goin' off the rails on a crazy train...

[wishing, hoping]

Been a while since I have posted. H took D up north to visit his mom. Idk if Ow is along for the ride, but I have no doubt I will find out. This behavior will change soon. Once he finds out I have retained a lawyer his attitude will change. I expect spew, but he will know he needs to watch what he does and says to me.

Ate lunch afterward in a restaurant by myself. Out of character for me, but I actually enjoyed it. Just because you are alone does not mean you are actually lonely. : ). It's nice to enjoy the company of my own self.

So I don't want this to be nasty, but I cannot trust him. He obviously does not have my best interest at heart.