W asked this morning when getting kids if she could come tomorrow after work to do laundry... I have to admit I was a bit surprised because son told me they had been doing laundry at W Aunt's house.. I told her she was more than welcome.. I continue to show her I love and care for her by helping where I can... I am having a hard time finding 180s to do... What do you do when WAW tells you "it's Me and not You"? Ive made some changes and definitely become MUCH closer with my faith... it's the only thing getting me through... not sure how to act or what to do when she comes over..? do I stay away from her or try to engage her in conversation...? another thing that hit me the other day... W kept her garage door opener and house key.. interesting... I'm doing my best not to analyze every little thing, but W has given me no reason for this other than M was built on broken foundation and though she knows I've changed and appreciates the changes, it didn't change how she felt... we've lost our "connection"... I still hope and pray that time and space will help... in either case, I won't have any expectations for tomorrow night, and will do my best to be loose, easy going and confident...
M:40 W:31 S:8 S:5 D:8(prev. relationship) Bomb dropped: 5/10/12 It's not you it's me MO: 6/1/12 T:14 M:9
