He has so much distrust in me. I know it's his own guilt being projected.

I am just remembering the times he has told me I am playing him ( march 2011: me- ' is OW really in the same town as you working??' H - ' yes and you have known the whole time so stop playing me!' me- ' uhhh no, i did not know-- i heard rumors and now i am asking. And how could i be playing you anyway??'

or that he accused me of spreding gossiping about him and OW ( Oct 2011: H to me via text- please stop talking to your work colleagues about my extramarital affairs....blah blah... my response- it's not me. In fact I am so
mortified that you are behaving this way I actually wouldn't want anyone to
know)

Anyway I am remembering these things to keep me focused and to know that I have a very long road ahead of me to get him to trust me ( too ironic!)

Gotta go pack

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home