Letting go of control is so difficult. As I've said, I was such a controller that I didn't even realize I was doing it half the time. And I controlled not just with words but with attitude, inflection, tone, body language.

I reeked of it.

But then I woke up. I was lucky I had people say honestly to me, "That's controlling." Some of those are here on the board.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss