Peringo, I hope that you are right. This is the man who I am still in love with. There's no reason to separate. All we need to do is adjust a little bit. It just seems like such a shame. I think back to how in love we were just a few short years ago. He was completely dedicated and devoted to me, and I don't believe that that can just CHANGE. How he can say he cares so much about me and wants the best for me. How does that make sense? The little notes he used to write, the trips we used to go on, the future we had planned with each other.
I am waiting for my mother to wake up so that we can go to dinner. I desperately want to contact my husband, so badly. My mother is convinced that he will change his mind when he sees me on Monday, but I know better. I am going to call the DB coach on Monday and do whatever I need to do so that my husband sees that I can change. I am tired of crying every day and thinking back to when our relationship was new and exciting.
