I went to the private dance lesson without my W. She chose not to go, threatening to take separate lessons from this point on (we've been there before). The studio was empty when I arrived, which is just as well, as I wanted to cancel anyway. I replaced the fruit, even though I don't think I did anything wrong last night.
She states that I'm negative to be around, that I take out my problems on her, that I create messes for her, that I don't take out the trash consistently, and that I'm not grateful enough when she cooks. I thought I made a fuss when she cooked on Thursday. I guess it wasn't enough of one. I'm bewildered by her comments, so will let time pass, and see if clarity increases. I guess I'm on my own tonight, so may take the dog to the dog park, or a path in a park. I'll go to church tomorrow, and probably swimming again.
CL
CL 53 W 54 M 20 yrs. 03'-09' Separation + Old Patterns + GAL 10-14' Piecing
"The Master allows things to happen. She shapes events as they come."
