Thanks everyone and Accuray I will remember to do those things when/if he ever comes around. I just feel like he has completely erased me from his memory or life...like we NEVER happened!!!
I did go on my first date this past week. It was nice. I had a good time, good conversation, good food. It just felt WEIRD! I was enjoying my time with this guy but in my heart I knew it was NOT my H and that's the only person I wanted it to be!
I started my vball league last night and met some GREAT people. My friend and I joined so it will be nice to hang out with my new friends every Friday! I never felt like I ever truly lost myself in my marriage and I still don't but it did feel good to do some sporting event because I have always been into sports! This is something that I will continue to do!
Even at vball, I had a guy that was already interested in me. I really don't understand how it seems as if everyone else sees how awesome I am and my H is the LAST person who wants to be around me and I have never really acted that much differently around my H. What you see is what you get...at home and at work and while out!!
Well, I'm off to plant some flowers, shop, and visit some friends! I hope everyone has a great day!
Side note: H has this weekend off and he still did not mention that he would want to pick up the rest of his belongings...these type of things still baffle my mind!
M: 27 H: 28 T: 8 yrs M: 6 yrs Sep: 2/18/12 (I have no feelings for you!) EA/PA Uncovered: 2/26/12 H introduces OW to his fam: June H moves ALL stuff out: July
