Last night was a bit rough. It was my night to have the kids which I always enjoy. On the other hand my W went to a dive bar with one her best friends. W best friend is single and she sleeps around a lot. Not a very good influence on my W. I know I need to get the thoughts of my wife being with OM out of my head. While there’s a good chance my W has been with someone else, I don’t know if it matters. It's negative thinking and what she does is out of my control. Still a hard thing to come to terms with though. I guess it’s also a bit hypocritical of me since I will be going out and having some fun with some of my friends tonight.
Me(M):37 W:42 T: 14 M: 11 S: 1 D: 1 W wanted separation 5/5 Stopped living together 5/5
