I just want to be friends...Pt3

[zig]

hi YC so pleased to hear from you - i've been looking to see if you posted .

that's great that you found some new friends - it will bring new energy into your circle - which is goo.

it's time for me to attract the same. even though i've been socializing a ton more, it's all with people we know and who know h well.

reading what you wrote - made me think that it's time to go for new energy myself

i'm glad that you're welcoming the lack of connection - you are so right - it is too painful and very very confusing and we do need to extricate ourselves from it physical and emotionally.

about losing your friends - i think it's about the energy we emit - wherever we are - that brings people to us and away from us. you have a different energy now, so of course what you bring to you is different. i think it's wonderful that as 2 moved away 2 moved in.

i'm trying to see it in terms of that with h - we're just not on the same level and that's why this is happening - and as i get to the place to really genuinely allow, new things will move in to replace that. it's the real allowing that's the challenge though, because as long as we keep clinging to what's not really there, we can't allow the other stuff to move in - the good stuff, the stuff that makes us whole , the stuff that lets it not matter all that much any more.

keep on keeping on - yc - i'm glad you're keeping busy. i have to do the same

((( ))))
zig