Hi Zig,

Sorry I have been out of touch lately. It's a combo of things really. Thanks so much for your encouragement and words of wisdom.

This is the third installment of this thread. So, maybe it is a new phase as someone on the board mentioned.

I have kept myself really busy lately, and trying to not think about things too much, and just getting on with life.

Met a couple of new friends, also I seem to have 'lost' a couple of friends. I don't understand how or why - certainly no arguments of any kind. It's interesting how two aren't communicating suddenly and yet I acquired two others. So, something in my energy is clearly changing. The subject of friends has been high on my list of issues lately - something to sort out.

I met a really good healer today though! Clearly what I require smile Will be having a healing session soon and I can't wait!

Only 3 weeks left at school before we break up for summer. I'm looking forward to just working somewhere - hopefully I can get something interesting and positive and self-esteem building.

My H hasn't been in touch much, and to be honest I'm getting to the point of welcoming the lack of connection now because it's too confusing and painful. So, it's better to be in peace.

I'm biding my time.