LITB thank you for coming by.

I agree it's in my head. I was afraid of him leaving. He did. Was it bad.yes. But I faced it. It took me am long time.

I spent a good year becoming a recluse, drinking, and living in a fog.

Today. I appreciate so much more. My friends my family my work, and number one--- my children.

Fear still exists but I can say today that I am more capable to face it.

Am less afraid.

Soon- I will not be afraid.

Thank you..

((( )))


TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home