I agree it's in my head. I was afraid of him leaving. He did. Was it bad.yes. But I faced it. It took me am long time.
I spent a good year becoming a recluse, drinking, and living in a fog.
Today. I appreciate so much more. My friends my family my work, and number one--- my children.
Fear still exists but I can say today that I am more capable to face it.
Am less afraid.
Soon- I will not be afraid.
Thank you..
((( )))
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home