wanted to say I walked with the dog and I started having random thoughts about H (funny thing is I don't even remember them now) but I thought of the poem Zig posted about Sorrow being a little girl.

When I put my sadness in terms of a small child, I don't know I was able to just think "it's going to be fine, I know you feel this way right now, but it's okay, don't worry" I was reassuring myself.

This is all very strange but it worked and you know..whatever works go with it!!!