That is beautifully written, Bustingout, and is exactly how I feel too.

I can't help but believe that the person we loved so much is still in there somewhere in both of our S's. I know it was real and it sounds like you feel the same.

I hope your H comes home, to himself, to his family and to his best friend.


Me(f): 51 W: 41
DP:8 M:3 T:10
"W not happy" 7/11
D final: 8/13