Last thing for now

I remember in crystal clear detail the first time I met H. It was magical. And he became my best friend many many years before he became my H. I married my best friend.

I miss my best friend.

So often i want to reach out to my best friend to tell him about my H.

Anyway. He is not my best friend right now and he is not my H ( except legally).

I used to tell him I know him so well.

Did I?

I think so.

I love DB. It is the only thing in the past two years that has given me any strength


TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home