Well not sure if my post are ever going to show up, but I'll keep posting because it helps me just to write these thoughts down.

So I could not help myself and sent the invitation to W, balls in her court. No matter what Im taking my D out with or without her. Her saying no I can deal with, what would really bother me is if she does not even reply. From now till the day I take my D out I'm going completely dark. The only thing I have to think about is if she does not reply do I send her a email saying (trying to be upbeat) "Hey guess you where swamped, no worries maybe next time" OR should I just stay dark and not send anything?


M-41
W-41
D-7
M- 10yrs
I still love you, but 4-25-12
Think she might have EA/PA 5-17-12
Confirmed PA 6-9-12