I am in counselling and i understand pushing her was wrong. I just wanted to be honest here. It wasnt right...that was however a message that re-posted from the affair section. This was a one time situation not something that has happened in our 7 years of marrige and it does change everything...i am broken and beaten.
However, i havent messaged her tuesday. Thank You, for being so blunt with me far to many of my friends are giving me excuses...i dont think that im worthy of them. It happened its not the most horrible thing in the world and it showed that i was hurt but i need someone to say its not ok because its not...my guilt is consuming to say the least.
I am doing ok
M:33 W:32 Married 10/28/07 C: B13 G10 (Both from different relationships) 12/30/09 Bomb Divorce Busted 2/04/10 5/15/12 Bomb 2
