Scaredsilly is right, you have the gift of time. Time has helped me look at myself and see what I can do to make myself better not for her but for me. Time has started to make me feel good about myself. I have even had people comment on how good of changes they have seen in me, the 180's I have done.

I to was always having thoughts, over time it will slow down. Every once in a while I can't stop thinking. I just take it as it tells me I still love her.

One thing that has helped me shut my mind off is reading my bible or a good book. Sometimes if I have time, I watch a movie that makes me laugh, I have been catching myself laughing more and makes me feel good.

ME 31 / W 29
M 7 / T 13
S 3 / S 5
NOT HAPPY 11/11
BOMB 12/27/11
MOVED OUT 2/12
THINKS D WOULD BE BEST FOR HER 5/14/12
W Files D 6/24/12