Thanks, scaredsilly. I have about 12 tabs opened right now and I'm going to read through them. I am trying to find a counselor who is pro-marriage, but I'm having a hard time finding a person who I feel comfortable with, even over the phone.

I am going to take a step back now and wait until he tells me if he wants to go to counseling. I won't pressure him anymore. I want him to see that I can be a better person when I return home on Monday. It is going to be difficult.