Thanks Brit...I'd say that I'm about in the middle right now, which is quite huge. Meaning, I would do anything to R and yearn just for my old life back and if she doesn't change then I don't want anything to do with her anymore. Obviously, I still miss my family dearly either way...the whole family; but it does make it easier to just keep thinking that my improvements will mean a better future for ME, period...whether it's with her, someone else...or alone even. Doesn't matter, as long as I'm happy with myself then all is well.
Me:44, W: 39 D:16, D:14, D:11(special needs) M:17, T:21+ Bomb:3/18/12 W contacted mediator for D:3/27/12 Separate since bomb Mediation, signed agreement 5/17/12 No talk of D since mediation
