You may be on moderation now, post in small frequent replies and stay on this thread until you reach 100 posts (for your thread, you can also post on other peoples threads to give support)
Believe none of what she says and 50% of what she does.
I would not ask her anything unless you can have no expectations. Sometimes asking them questions will be thought of as pressure. You do not want to do anything that can be thought of by your W as controlling or pressure.
Lets not worry about her. Lets work on you! Start reading, have your read DR or DB? Read the 37 rules at the top of the forum Something to DO while you are on moderation. GAL. Eat, sleep and take a deep breath. In general take care of your self first.
Your W has given you a gift THE GIFT OF TIME use it wisely
