NRTS (Not Repairable at This Station) 2

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I don't think the cat has it in him to ask. I think he is still lost and confused. I was talking with him just now, about some wording on the divorce papers. He seemed pretty set in moving forward with it.

If he asked I would have to really think about it. I love him so much. But one-sided love is hard. And I am just tired of all this stuff. I need a normal life, not a stressed one!

I repaired to my Woman Cave, because any further talking will be bad. I already took my long walk this evening. I am doing everything I can to be dim. I am still hurting so bad from this I find it hard to believe. I wish it would just stop hurting.

Dropping the rope is so darn hard. I guess everytime I see myself clutching is is a step in the right direction.

My oldest son actually told me a few years ago what a great mom I am and he remembers my light-switch year. Funny.