Swimming with the Turtles

[zig]

thanks vera - i guess i'm sounding all off kilter and like a nut!!

i did go meditate this evening - but i guess there's just too much going on.

maybe i'm digging my heels in too much here about insisting that h and i talk tonight. that i'm "right" about him not committing to the schedule on MY time.

i think you guys are trying to tell me that i need to chill out and i'm going to get the message now.

as i read your post i realized that i am in no state to talk to h tonight, and that i need to be in a much more upbeat frame of mind to handle it. so i'm going to text him and say that it's too late to talk tonight and he's right we should do it tomorrow.

i know i want to do it sooner than later, but i think it's more important to do it when i'm not this off kilter and obviously i am

thanks for helping me see that
zig