Separation Helped So Far..

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:)) hello All,
Long time no update I know. Not much happening and I'm coping very well. I just adopted very well to this state we're in right now. I'm not ready to get a divorce, not because I still want him back but mostly becasue I'm still trying to get a 'normal' grip on things. He still calls daily, multiple times a day. Wants to do things together and he may or may not be through with ow. He says he is but he's been saying that for a long time.. What he says no longer means anything to me which is sad, he was always someone I trusted and I'd like to be friends with him. I told him that but I always feel like he wants more and every time he calls he annoys me because I know he's not calling as a friend he's trying to reconcile even if he doesn't say it. I don't date other people even tho there is lots of interest (lol) Ive noticed I push people away. Not ready for dating for many reasons.
It does bother me tho that he wants me back yet has not made a single 'correct' step, nor would go along with HIS original plan and be friends with me. So that's a bit hard.. I was thinking of updating my Facebook status to say in a relationship to get him to back off a little or move on with his life or just forget about me a little or think I'm no longer available, but in reality he'd go asking around about my 'boyfriend' who is non existent.. Lol. I don't know, but overall happy to be alone, very peaceful, no fights, no nagging no negative at all...