"I don't want you to think things are alright, I right now don't feel ant hope". Ughh!
Most, if not all WAS say this. Mine certainly did. It is the "false hope" mantra.
It is great that you both were able to forgive each other. I gather that you felt that this was your sign that everything was fine. It took many years for your M to get to this point. Rome wasn't built in a day and neither will your M be fixed in a day. It takes time. A lot of it.
What is your plan from this point forward?
I see a lot of focus on your W and the things that she is doing or has done. How did you contribute to the demise of your M and more importantly, what are you doing about them?
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
