My Marriage

[MrD]

Ok it's been a while and it's not going well. I've given up on the DB'ing as it seems she knows exactly what I'm doing and when I show happiness she is cruel and going forth with her affair. But when I'm depressed she is almost the opposite.
I've given myself to God and started my life as a Christian with the help of a couple of old friends.
Now she has drawn up a seperation agreement that I feel is needed myself now to get away from her mind games. But there is no way in our finances that we can afford to do. We are so far in debt, we can not afford to seperate let alone her money management.