"I am trying to find out why she changed... Is that too much to ask? "
No it isn't. But asking in every post is too much. You can't answer something that there isn't an answer to. Or at least something that you will not have an answer that's satisfactory. Only your W knows and she's not talking.
I really do wish you luck and if you find yourself still stuck where you are or are closer than ever to D. I encourage you to go back and read the posts that I and the others have spent our personal time trying to teach you.
You'll see.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
