"You say you cannot talk yourself out of something that you acted your way into"
This is really getting pointless. You continue to call your W a liar and a fake. So if you're saying that she's a fraud, end it already. It's obvious you can't seem to let go of that notion that YOU came up about her. She changed her mind. Deal with it.
You should copy all of the posts previously and re-post them here and read them over and over again until you get it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.