Ahh! You took a positive that you could have just taken as a surface positive and left it at that and instead tried to mindread in negative intent. 2x4!!

i'm laughing here. AFTER i finished the post and was reading it through i added that . SPECIFICALLY to stop myself from having expectations!!

those poor pathetic expectations that at the least, even if he's thrown our marriage in the air , he i could expect that he wants us to co-operate about s's life.

he keeps giving me the message that he does, but in reality it falls far short. so that was a knock to my own head to wake up and realize that there may be ulterior motives on his part, and not to expect that he's doing it for the reasons I MYSELF may expect him to do it for,

does that make sense?


i am seriously not worrying about him and ow doing or not doing whatever. i am only worrying a bit that i can't have things clear about what we are doing with s this summer. that's all i'm concerned about,!!

me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"