You are getting some great advice, unfortunately you refuse to utilize it.
You have to realize that you only have control of yourself. Bond and Drew are telling you that you keep repeating the same behavior over and over again. How is that working for you thus far? What are YOU doing to change YOURSELF? You have mentioned that you read the books. Perhaps it is a good time to read them again.
Do you read other threads in these forums? The place is a gold mine with advice, knowledge and wisdom.
Take your focus away from your W and focus on yourself. I know it is difficult, but you are wasting time.
It is your responsibility to get yourself to a happy and attractive place that is not dependent on anyone else. It is genuine change. You will find yourself in a much better place no matter what the outcome of your sitch is.
You are the captain of your ship. Where are you going to steer it to?
Me:45 ExW:48 M:04/97 3 Bombs & 2 ReCons 1st BD 11/10 D Finalized 4/20 D-16 S-14 Going in one more round when you don't think you can. That's what makes all the difference in life.~Rocky Balboa
