I love all your GAL activities and so many of your recent thoughts and feelings resonate with me. You are doing so so well.
I have been dark for 31 days now and it feels like forever (only contact for business matter) but I realize that it is such a short time compared to my M and my life.
I am glad you are taking such good care of you!
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13