I cant handle this affair. I Still love my wife....what is wrong with me. She wont tell me anything and still trys to claim he is just a friend. I dont understand why she wont come clean. She wont even tell me how long its been going on.

I am also a complete tool. I cant stop texting her asking questions. She isnt giving me answers but is being pretty respectful.

I dont know what to do...I cant save my marrige and i cant detach... I am so lost and broken of a man. I am a shell of who i once was.

I dont know why answers mean so much to me. Why i cant just say she is a cheater and needs to go away....why cant i bring myself to that.

M:33
W:32
Married 10/28/07
C: B13 G10 (Both from different relationships)
12/30/09 Bomb
Divorce Busted 2/04/10
5/15/12 Bomb 2