oops I meant he went from crying everyday to being in this R in the space of 4 weeks.
I know it's not directed at me. It's strange I'm waiting for my emotions to catch up with my head. I know we're both hurting or were hurt and we're both trying to do the best we can. In my head I don't want to begrudge him any happiness. I read something that said if nothing else everyday say thank you to your ex for lessons you will learn from this.
It's funny last night knowing they went somewhere this weekend that we'd been before seemed like a huge deal and now not so much.
