My sister gave me the 2x4 tonight. She said there were reasons you walked away and those reasons are now lessons. She said think of your past relationships you never would have dreamed then that you'd meet H and in 5 years you'll say I can't believe how I feel compared to this time in my life. And she's right. I've spent 2 hours stewing. I'm ready for my next chapter,,..he can decide if he wants to try to get in my story....but I'm the main character!