Only you can decide if that's the right decision for you. If you believe it is we'll all support you.
If I have learned anything in the past 10 months or so it's to not make knee jerk decisions. I have done so many times in the past. And so just wait a week or two and see how you feel. If you read your post at the top of this page you said it was a rollercoaster of emotion but overall it was going up....so right now you're at a low point.
I get that you wanted that text...because you want to be the person she checks in with during tough times ie leaving the country for a funeral. But you're not right now. Sorry but that's the truth.
