I have never hit her no... I usually get very mad and cuss a lot... I hit a wall one time way back when first married, but have not done anything like that since.. again, I worked very hard on controlling temper so that it wouldn't be transferred to sons... the changes I made were for me and I recognized that they were needed... and again, by W own admission, I have changed for the better... she feels that SHE can't give me what I deserve... I don't lose it very often anymore... and I am having to clean up after the mess made of her moving out... but I'm not angry in the least... just trying to find the time to do it... I didn't "suddenly" change... this has been going on for a number of years of my working on myself, making myself a better person... she just expected her feelings for me to change as I made those changes and she says her feelings didn't change... so, she's done trying... "closing this chapter and moving to the next".
YES I have NO quit in me... I will NOT give up... I will go as long as I need to... I will not give up on us, because I know that we were happy once and that we can find that again...
M:40 W:31 S:8 S:5 D:8(prev. relationship) Bomb dropped: 5/10/12 It's not you it's me MO: 6/1/12 T:14 M:9
