WHG: Looking for the shrinking cake

[workinghardguy]

Pretty sad tonight... shouldn't be, but whatever. Weekend was good. SS and I volunteered at an air show together and then our youth group had an all-night lock in. Got to spend 28 straight hours with SS, plus he had a really great time at the air show and the overnight event.

Met with STBX today to finalize June child care schedule. She mentioned that she has the money together to file and will be filing on Wednesday. And this wasn't the "pushback" messages she usually sends, just business. And I knew it was coming... I know it changes nothing. It's just the legal expression of what already is. But it still hurts. Have had two big breakdowns tonight. Miss my SS and SD so much.

And yet S tells me that on Saturday mom took him and SD to our favorite do-it-yourself pottery studio so they could make me some pieces for Father's Day.

This goes back to the part where I get confused. But I'll accept it as a nice token that she still appreciates me as a father. Nothing more.