OK, I need to vent!

I don't know why, but I just want to pick a fight with my STBXH. he is working hard on clearing all the b oxes I'm packing. He even packed a few himself, because I'm not moving fast enough.

I am super depressed, fighting it as hard as I can. In yoga class I was so overwhelmed today. But them the instructor had us do partner poses, and a 26 year old marine who always jokes with me was my partner. So that distracted me. And today I learned I can almost do a backbend by myself. Can do it with a partner. Laughter is the best medicine.

I am thinking that maybe the huge task of moving is getting to me. And I was looking at rentals and they stink here, STINK! I would do better to buy, and that wraps me back around to long term. Of course with the prices as depressed as they are I don 't even know why I'm worried. STBXH has a magic number in his head that he won't go below on the house.

And who knows if we will get that. Anyway, back to packing. I am going to my friends daughters engagement party tonight. I'm starting to think I should leave early before I cause trouble.

Anyway, I hope everyone is having a nice weekend.


Me 57 XH 58 Sons age 32 & 27 M:32
D final 9/12
Bought 10 Acres and Living the Dream!