Really inspirational but also a good reality check about needing to stay focused and that we are in this for the long haul.
I had a serious of events happen these past two days that made me really long for my H. An invite to a friends house that we used to hang out with as a couple
And then after a sandstorm one of the perimeter walls of our house collapsed!
It was scary and made me feel vulnerable for some reason. And it made me think how symbolic it is of our situation. A little sad
But I didn't reach out to him. Called the architect and engineer directly myself. I guess it's a 180 for me Bec normally that would have qualified as a definite reason to call him and ask for help.
Dark dark dark. I wonder if he thinks I'm a cow for not following up with his surgery. But I read on one the Vet threads that if you are not sure- then don't do it. If I interpreted it correctly.
Busting out
TPS Me: 44 H: 42 M14 T17 S10 D7 10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month 21/04/12 H is 'DONE' 04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010) July '14 H ends affair May '15 H moves back home
