Today I noticed the manic thoughts that once consumed me have faded to a dull noise in the back of my mind I stead of the hammering it once was. I hid him on FB but he hasn't posted much about his activity in the past few months I don't know if that's because he's never been much of an fb'er or because he's being careful of my feelings. But that's certainly helped me in detaching.
I sent him a text yesterday..something about S and something funny about someone we mutually know. He replied with a similar story about someone he once knew and made a joke. Because he didn't ask me any question to continue the convo I didn't reply and felt good about that.
Had a mini-pity-moment last night when I was locking the doors turning off lights and thought he gets to go to bed with someone every night....but I know that this being alone being independent working on my self esteem and codependency issues will so be worth it in the end.
I'm having a fantastic GAL weekend and a work friend of mine who moved away invited me to visit in a few weeks time. And I had a moment where I thought about how far I've come in my career.
My horoscope said this series of eclipses mirror the ones in 93 which is when I went from ugly duckling to queen bee as a teenager. So I using that memory to think about my current metamorphosis! (in other news H's says he is the best time for romance since 2000. And he's getting everything his heart desires...,so horoscopes are cr&p right? LOL)
