Not sure where to start, Part 3

[wishing, hoping]

Okay last post in this thread. Then I think I am going to start posting in MLC.

Pray for me. I am at S's soccer tournament in a hotel room with the kids and H. Awkward. And OW has called several times. Ticks me off but I am acting "as if" and happy. Wore my new swimsuit out to the pool and knocked some socks off. H noticed but of course pretended not to. But I know be was drawn in. He kept glancing in my direction. I ate it up and acted like the cool chick in high school who could care less. He even came over to where I was sitting in the hit tub. When OW called he left the room and was gone for a while. So I took action grabbed my phone called a friend and talked outside the room myself. When I came back he was looking for me. : )

I have been joking around and being playful and nice. He even mentioned how he bought beer in plastic bottles so we could take them by the pool and I told him that was good thinking. He replied "even a blind squirrel finds a nut every once in a while."

So wish me luck. I have a great chance to do 180s and act as if. If anything I know H is attracted whether he admits it or not.