Sorry that you find yourself here. You'll find out that there's no better group of people who are sympathetic to your situation than the ones here.

Post often.

You mentioned that you did some DBing. What did you do and what specific responses (good and bad) did you get from your W?

So what are her reasons for leaving you? I'm not talking about the A. What did she tell you?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER