Just woke up from a horrible dream. I wish she would spend sometime thinking about us. I am still pursuing because I am insane she get sick sometimes and I told her that I would be there for her and to call me. I also told her I would watch our stepson on Friday if she wanted to go out.
How can I save my marriage if I am allowing her to be a cake eater? Both these things she even states to me would not be fair to me. I don't know to do she says we are so diffrent. On the plus side I have been going out as often as possible and meeting new people. I am in no position to date but I'm getting out there and losing some weight and trying to gain my confidence back.
It's really only been a month this time but it seems so unsaveable last time I knew it my gut I had a shot if I did this,this and this. This time I feel I got nothing and she will never look back on us with any value.
I just want me wife back
M:33 W:32 Married 10/28/07 C: B13 G10 (Both from different relationships) 12/30/09 Bomb Divorce Busted 2/04/10 5/15/12 Bomb 2
