move on with my head held high knowing i did everything i could. knowing i honestly looked at my shortcomings, worked them out and looked at things from her point of view. knowing i did not quit even when most people would have. knowing i gave my all to keep the family i have always wanted together. knowing i became the father my kids deserve and the husband my wife deserves. no one is perfect. not me, not my W. if i want her to forgive me i need to be willing to do the same for her.
if/when she files it will hurt me to my core. i also know that i will be okay. because i choose to be a better person everyday. i will know that i love my W unconditionally. so much that i want her to be happy, even if its not with me.
