This might be last chance??

[MrBond]

"The only thing that I think is different is that other WAW's actually loved their H."

Again, you're wrong. We all went through the "I never really loved you, etc."

I don't know what its going to take because with every post you still want to stay stuck and refuse to budge. It's up to you.

The only suggestion I have is for you to go back and read all the posts that responded to you. You haven't changed since then so they all apply. You hear but you don't 'listen'. Really get the message everyone is trying to tell you. It will click one day.